Snsd Will We Ever Otp 9 Again
My name is Abby, I'one thousand twenty & I'one thousand an aspiring journalist.
I'm from Texas but New York is now my home♥.
I'm a feminist, vegetarian, environmentalist, fighter for gays, animals, and equality - but the simply matter I'd ever try to shove downwards your throat are my ships and my fandoms (and the occasional recycling plea).
I'm a huge fangirl for likewise many fandoms, though Harry Potter will E'er be my first love. Currently I'chiliad obsessed with
Get to know me, chances are we'd have a few things in mutual. :)
All yous have to do is comment to be added and I'll gladly accept you. :)
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tired
Current Music: snsd - into the new earth
07 January 2021 @ 02:57 pm
Current Mood: 
hopeful
Current Music: GD & Meridian feat. Park Bom - Oh Yeah
Every bit Daesung's automobile blow continues to be investigated, the taxi driver that was rear-ended by the Big Bang star revealed that Daesung had in fact been driving at 60km/h. A police force statement previously asserted that Daesung was driving at 80km/h, but YG Entertainment has spoken out and argued that there are many dissimilar factors to this incident, and that it should be regarded as a circuitous example.
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Okay and then I'm like obsessed with this new book series called The Hunger Games. I blame my roommate for getting me into it. I think I just wanted something new to read since I hadn't really read anything in a while and missed the action itself (lol that sounds stupid but information technology's true). Anyway I know the book series isn't the greatest thing written, and in that location are major plotholes and whatnot, but it'southward entertaining and I don't have it too seriously and I merely love it!
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wildalyss I'1000 totes Team Peeta btw ♥
P.S. I finally got a custom userhead! I that I actually thought suited me perfectly since I say I'grand Elphaba all the time ^_^
Current Mood: 
procrastinating on studying
Missing:
Female person. Mexican. Xx. Last seen in New York. Other details unknown.
I don't even know who I am anymore.
Where's the artsy kid who liked taking photos of herself?
Now I can't even stand to look at myself in the mirror.
Why don't I listen to music with significant anymore? The type of songs that made me scribble the lyrics in the margins of every paper, dreaming of the solar day I could write something as beautiful as those.
I only miss the music I used to heed to. Beautiful, poetic, non "mainstream", comforting. I miss Louie's music in the auto. I miss driving in a automobile for crying out loud.
Before this week I kept complaining about it being so cold in NY that I still accept to vesture my big coat and it's April! I'm and so sick of it.
Every time I run into photos of El Paso in the spring I feel a footling pull in my heart, longing. I only want to habiliment my fucking shorts and sandals already! I never noticed the beauty of the desert in spring until now.
I oasis't written poetry in 2 years.
I wrote my showtime poem a couple weeks ago and felt so happy, proud of myself - for a moment I near felt like everything was alright again - but I know I can do better.
I merely don't have the time.
It's true what they say, near New York beingness fast-paced.
I can't find myself because I don't accept time.
Every week I struggle to keep my caput above water to prove that I tin can survive here, to prove that I made it. To evidence that the struggle was worth it.
I'thousand working twice as hard to brand upward for lost time. Ii years worth.
18 credits, 300 hour internship, 1 RA class, writer for the school newspaper.
I need to
testify that I can hack it here.
Sometimes I wish I could simply scream in people'south faces who never go to class or do their homework "If y'all don't desire to exist here so exit! Give your scholarships to the people who actually desire to be here!" I do want to be here. I just don't want to exist alone.
And certain, on a professional person and bookish level, this is not bad and everything I wanted.
But information technology's lonely hither. Then fucking lone.
I feel similar an outcast, like I don't belong hither. People simply don't sympathise.
I gauge I just oasis't found that group I belong to nonetheless. I need to observe friends my ain age. I never realized how much a difference ii years makes, merely it's pretty fucking pregnant sometimes.
Oh well. I've gotten used to the feeling of being solitary. Lonely on the bus, on the streets, in course, specially on the weekends, sometimes even in group settings. I virtually adopt the solidarity. Almost.
Yeah I fabricated it to New York but I lost myself on the way here. I estimate jet lag does that to y'all.
I only want to feel normal again. Whole.
I'yard tired of getting corrected for how I speak, I'm from fucking Texas okay, we say things differently then STFU! These fucking New Yorkers I swear, if something isn't done the way they do/say it, it's wrong.
I miss speaking Spanish. And I can't speak it here because then I get bullshit Dora the Explorer responses that drive me crazy.
I but hate not knowing if I have an audience. I feel similar I'g talking to no ane all the time. In class, online, in person. I desire a rich, stimulating conversation, discussions where I know I"ll be heard instead of talked at.
I want to be reunited, restored, reborn.
I want to belong.
I want to be in a place where the proper name abbyelectric ways something; where I could quote musical lyrics and someone would instantly sing along with me, I desire to be able to sing out loud and not be looked at weird for it.
New York is supposed to be inspirational and yet I feel completely lost, banal, uninspired. They say all the artsy kids are hither, well signal me in the right direction, because I can't seem to observe them.
El Paso is the identify total of artsy kids, indie kids, hipsters, any y'all desire to call them, because I finally realize that El Paso is beautiful, artistic, total of civilisation - inspirational.
If there's ane thing my English language cultural project has done for me, it's fabricated me appreciate my culture, where I come up from. I knew I'd be homesick, merely I figured it'd be that I missed my family; I never imagined I'd miss the actual identify.
Where is that girl who would've written this more poetically? Where is she, that girl who's favorite band was some small-scale indie ring Mates of Country (they're still my favorite ring!) and not some girl pop group? (I nonetheless honey SNSD!) Will I e'er find my niche of eclectic kids ever again? I want to write poesy once again, good verse, but can I? Volition I e'er get to scrapbook again?
Peradventure I'g just stuck in the past.
I just desire to feel whole again.
Current Music: imogen heap - speeding cars
As office of BEDA (Blog Every Day in April), I have decided to do this "30 days of Kpop Meme" but will condense the posts to 3 days a post, because I want those other days to mail service other Kpop related stuff for my April is KPOP Calendar month! project. :)
Then without futher ado:
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Current Music: Dream High OST - Dream High
Okay, I'll admit I oasis't blogged in forever! Similar...at all in since 2010, I didn't fifty-fifty terminate my 30 Days of December meme! But to be fair, I was in Las Vegas for New Years so I didn't really have much time to blog and then lol. And always since I've been back in school, I've been CRAZY busy, like unbelievably-no-college-pupil-should-b
Anyway, I had always planned to practice something big blogging wise in April because April 1st is my ~Kpop anniversary lol. Simply as soon equally I heard about "BEDA" Blog Every Day in April - it was just as well perfect so now I'm doing this for certain! Hopefully I tin keep upwards with information technology (lol I tin already tell information technology'll be easier said than done but I'm going to endeavor!)
So, as I mentioned, April 1st is my ~KPop ceremony. What I hateful by that is that last year on April 1st was the first twenty-four hour period I had EVER heard a kpop song in my life. I know it's a stupid affair to remember, simply Kpop has literally turned my unabridged world upside down and changed my future so it's pretty significant to me.
Another reason why I remember that date and then conspicuously is considering it is April Fools Day which has a lot to do with how I kickoff heard a Kpop song. People always ask me how I got into Kpop so I'll explain how!
Louie used to always go on this website called 4chan where information technology'due south pretty much full of brilliant trolls and where almost all internet memes are created. If you don't know what 4chan is, wiki it, it'southward pretty interesting. Anyway, last year as their Apr Fools joke they had SNSD'southward "Gee" playing in a loop on their website (or sure boards I'm non sure), and Louie looked up the vocal and voila, we came across this video!
With its shitty quality, I couldn't make out their faces, then I honestly thought they had just computer generated copies of the same person/people, idk how I thought this lol. Information technology wasn't until the end of the video that I realized they were NINE girls and I was blow away by how IN SYNC they were with their dancing! That was what had fooled me into thinking it was just the same person copied and a modify of short color or something lol. Once I realized at that place were nine girls the offset thought was "How are they so in sync?!" and the second was "Why are there so many?!"
And then I googled "SNSD" and this is the beginning moving-picture show I e'er saw of them. Click for full size
When I saw it, my oral fissure dropped, I was like "How are they all so freaking beautiful?!" And their legs, jealoussssssss. The only problem was that I couldn't tell them autonomously lol.
The side by side twenty-four hour period I spent the entire day listening to "Gee" and watching their music video where I could finally see their faces and stuff lol. I had instantly developed a favorite, Sooyoung♥ (the furthest right) from the moment I saw her in that showtime photo! I don't know how, I guess considering she was the first I could tell apart? Idk just I love her!
I watched all their other videos, at the time Run Devil Run had just come out, and I was shocked at how different they looked! It took me a while to figure out who was who, especially because their looks constantly kept changing! Short pilus, blonde pilus, "dark" concepts, etc. Only it I finally figured out who was who in 8 days. That aforementioned 8th twenty-four hour period, I joined Soshified and I knew I was sucked in for goooood.
At first I had thought information technology would only exist SNSD that I'd like, but slowly I began listening to/liking other songs by other artists, and at present all I listen to is Kpop! T_T And I constantly watch Korean tv shows and dramas and movies, etc. Information technology'due south completely taken over my life! I've even become an Asian Studies pocket-sized, learning Korean (ugh I tin can't wait for the solar day that I don't have to wait for subs to come out to spotter something!), and information technology'south just changed my life completely. I still desire to be a announcer, but my plans are to exist a journalist in Korea. Maybe I'll become to interview an idol! :D
So, yeah. Kpop has changed my life and I'm a loser for that, but oh well. So in honour of my Kpop obsession thanks to 4chan on April 1, 2010 Apr will at present officially be KPOP Month to me!!!
Current Mood: 
giddy
Current Music: super inferior yard - super daughter
27 December 2010 @ 03:16 am
MERRY CHRISTMAS to those who celebrate it!!!!! I'll get through this meme equally speedily as possible! ^_^
Days ane-five | Days 6-x | Days 11-15 | Days 15-20
This is a rice crispy equivalent, except y'all use Corn Flakes instead of Rice Crispies and it'due south more often than not made around Christmas because you brand it into a wreath shape. (Ordinarily at that place is one big wreath made instead of individual petty ones). I want to share this with everyone considering information technology is sooooo good, and such a big function of my early babyhood Christmas memories. Whenever I recall of Christmas as a picayune girl, this care for always comes to mind and for a while my aunt stopped making it, so yesterday on Christmas when she showed up with two plates of it, me and my cousins and sister freaked out over it because nosotros hadn't had it in so long. :) It'due south only and then tasty!
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Current Mood: 
thankful
Current Music: U-Kiss - Shut Up
22 December 2010 @ 12:40 am
I promise more interesting weblog posts will exist coming, I've just been so decorated with finals and packing to stay in Texas again for a month and Christmas shopping ahhh. I'thou and so excited for Christmas though! :)
Days 1-5 here | Days 2-10 here | Days 11-15 here
Current Mood: 
sleepy
Current Music: tegan & sara - you wouldn't like me
16 Dec 2010 @ 01:53 am
I constitute this other December meme that was more than Christmas-themed and I kinda wish I would've washed that one instead but oh well, this one's even so fun too! :)
Days one-5 here & Days 6-x hither.
This is me and my roommate Emmie. I'm on the right. And nosotros are decked out in Harry Potter paraphernalia...because nosotros were at the Deathly Hallows Part 1 midnight premiere hehe.
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Electric current Mood: 
sore
Electric current Music: beast/b2st - beautiful♥
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